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Name: Isobel
Country: United States
State: Georgia
Birthday: 5/4/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: My daughter, reading and writing.
Expertise: Calming down a crying baby, and making the best damn sugar cookies ever!
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AIM:  TheMyth3086
Member Since:
4/24/2005
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| It's been a long time, I know. I've been doing a lot of thinking, a lot of praying. How could this happen to me? | | |
| I am so sorry. I just keep putting this off. I ow y'all the biggest
update! Well, I think I made the right choice. I don't regret it, and
it's what was best for Baylynn and I. I guess I'm going to have to take
the ticker down. Anyway, Ryan is all moved in. My mom is being
completly cool about it, and Baily is LOVING it. She's getting really
close to her daddy. And Ryan is a wonderful Dad. A couple of nights ago
Baily started crying, and I started to get out of bed when Ryan said,
"No, Izzy, let me get her." It was so sweet. Baylynn is getting a lot
more comfertable around Ryan too. She doesn't throw a fit when I leave
her with him. Oh, and my job at the library is going great. All the
regular vistors have absoultly fallen in love with my daughter. And
Ryan comes to visit me on his lunch break. Oh my gosh! And guess what
else! *Jumps up and down with excitment* Ryan and I have been talking,
and he wants to find his own place in a year or two, so we're saving up
our money. It'll probably be an apartment! Can you imagine? We'd have
our own little place to call home. Eeck! I'm so excited! Lol, Baily
wants to type:
n mcx
nm
cxcx nbnbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbnmmmmm/.,
Lol...She's practicing to be a secretary. She's doing the same thing on
my piano, and giving everyone migrains. My little baby! Lol...Well, I'm
going to a party tonight with Becca, Sarah, and Ryan. Mom is going to
watch the baby. I'll update again tomorrow.
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| I am so sorry it's been so long. I can't write a long entree, because I
have to go soon. I can give everyone a quick update: Ryan came home,
and we're doing really great. We're back together again, and he's going
to move in with me, my mom, and Baylynn. My mom even says it's okay if
Ryan shares my room with me and Baily! Speaking of Baily, she couldn't
be better. She's so close to walking! She can already take a couple of
steps. Mom bought her a ring-stacking game, and it's so funny to watch
her put the rings on the little plastic pole. She also likes to roll
her red ball all over the kitchen floor. It's so hilarious! But
Baily is also getting seperation anxiety. She HATES it when I leave her
with Mom or Ryan...it's beggining to bug me. I can't even go to the
store and back without her throwing a fit. And she's screaming a lot,
and crying more than she ever did when she was younger. Blah, I hope
I'm not raising a brat, lol! She's still grabbing at everything,
though. I think Baily understands "No", she just doesn't obey. Anyway,
I got to go. I'll tell you more later!
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| Okay, I'm better now. I had a little breakdown there...
I have taken waaaaay to long to update! Well, I had my first prenatal checkup thingamerrbob May 17th. It went well, all the basics. They made me pee in a little tube, took some blood, and did a pelvic exam and all that good stuff. They said I need more iron, and they gave me some prenatal vitamins. Anyway, oh my god, I have been SO hungry latly. Blah, I'm going to get really fat.
Baily is still grabbing at EVERYTHING she can get her little hands on. It is so annoying! And she is obssessed with pushing the phone of the hook. I swear she is TRYING to make me mad. Oh, but she did the cutist thing a couple of days ago. Selena was over and she was all upset over her most recent break-up. She started crying, and Baylynn (who was in her lap) started whimpering too! I was like, "Awwww...my little empathetic baby!" But she's getting really shy latly. Whenever my mom has guests over, she buries her head in my hair, and she'll start crying if I let someone else hold her. She's crying a lot a night too, and she used to be such a good baby at nightime. I think she just doesn't like being away from me. Oh, but she's so smart! When I say, "Nose," she points to her nose. And when I say, "Nana," she points to my mom. And she picks up my little comb that i keep in my purse, and she tries to mimic me by brushing her hair. She stabed herself in the ear, though, so she doesn't do it much anymore. Lol...
Agh! I'm obssesing! Haha, well...Now it's time to talk about me! Ryan is an asshole! I don't know where he is and he won't call me. Whatever...But guess what! *Jumps up and down* I have a secret admirer! Yesterday morning I went down to the mailbox, and there was a letter to me! There was also a rose and a violet tied together with a white string. The letter was a poem that said: Roses are red and violets are blue/ They are both beautiful, just like you/ Right now I'm too shy, but soon you'll see/ That you and I are meant to be.
It's short, but isn't it beautiful?! I can't stop smiling! I put the rose and violet in a vase on my nightstand, and taped the poem on my mirror. I wonder who it is! I hope it's not a joke or something...
Hey, Selena!! What the fuck is with my profile picture?! Hahahahaha! You're a crackhead... | | |
| Sorry I haven't updated in so long, but not too many interesting things have been happening. Baylynn is about the same, but doing great. My heartburn is easing up, so that's good. Uncle Earl is gone! Lol, but my sister is too... .
My mom has been helping out with Baily a lot more latly. Usualy she'll buy me stuff (clothes, laptop, movies, CDs etc) but she wouldn't help buy Baily anything other than diapers. I have to pay for her clothes and food and toys and stuff. Mom would always say, "Well, I'll buy things for my daughter, and you buy things for yours." But the thing is, baby clothes and toys and blankets and stuff cost a lot, and Ive almost used up all the money I had in my bank account. But, my mom randomly came up to me today while I was changing Baily Ruth, and said, "I don't won't you worrying about money anymore, you just worry about taking care of Baily, okay?" I was like... . "Okay!" I'm not gonna quit my job, though, I need to save up money for when I move out (which wont be for another 100 million years, lol).
I have no idea where Ryan (Baylynn's dad) is. I've called him, emailed him, left notes in his mail box. I dunno...he doesn't contact me. It's kind of scary. He never told me he was leaving, or anything. I called his mom, (who is dying of cancer) and asked her if she knows where he is. She says she hasn't heard anything from him in a while, either. Then she started having a coughing fit, which scared me, so my mom, Baily, and I went over there for awhile. I don't know what's going on with Ryan, though. But, whatever, he'll call me soon, I hope.
Love, Isobel
PS. My first prenatal checkup is the day after tomorrow!! | | |
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